I think I'm pretty much used to Irvine at this point
Though the weather here doesn't feel like November at all
The commercials are now turned into christmas because halloween's over
but it doesn't feel like christmas at all down here lol
maybe it will when I go back to Norcal in the summer :)

I finally finished my manifesto for my stupid "art" class
I'm so fucking glad that I'm done with it -___-
This was the most stressful thing I have ever done for a class that's not helping me in life at all
It was the most worthless and stressful crap I've ever done
Thinking our teacher was young would've made our class fun was definitely out of the question...
most anal teacher i've ever had. more anal than the granny teachers i've had
can't wait until i'm done with that class -___-

i don't know if i should take sculpture next quarter...
though it's the only low div art class that i haven't taken yet.
it's so stupid they're not offering 30b in the winter quarter when everybody takes 30A in fall
Ugh stupid UCI

oh well.
so glad today is over.
now i'm so tired to the point i'm hyper that i want to talk to someone
but everybdoy has midterms or papers :((((

i'm kind of glad i'm not that busy this quarter but it feels a little lonely LOL
i need a housewife though... i need someone to cook for me when i don't feel like it! T__T

I think everyone knows at this point how much I love ayumi
But I never realized how glad I was to actually seeing her live until I saw this video
I was watching the RULE video for a-nation that I saw
but man, it's so different when you go see her live
She's just so amazing

Someone commented that this possibly may be her best song
Which I feel like I could agree to it just because this is possibly what made her so great
For me it is since I feel like this song actually changed my life
When Ayumi when down on her knees
I feel like it looks weird in the video, but at the live
It was so awesome. It felt like I've never seen anyone as expressive as she is
Though I thought she's starting to sound like an enka singer these days

This video just made me think about why I love ayumi so much
Her lyrics play a major role
since the way she arranges her words is so beautiful
that her simplicity extracts the best out of the japanese language
But also I think her voice is just amazing
The way I would describe it would be is almost like a feminist voice
Just because it's really strong yet it still has the voice of a woman
She changed so much from her weird high pitch voice she used to have

Ok done ranting. I need to do hw.
[And I finally saw the song that I totally for the title for! TO BE!! I can't believe I couldn't remember that was TO BE!! Grrr...]

So, what will your costume be this great year of 2009?

I'm going to be...well, I'm not entirely sure. My boyfriend is flying most of Halloween so I'm not sure what our night out will turn into- either a nice dinner at home with the teli or well, bar?


God. I've become a bore.

moved. loveoninside